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jus wantd 2 say hi!=) i'll update later. gotta get ready for work...heeh *muahZ*

NEW SONG: "U Don't Know My Name" By:Alicia Keys

Sung By: Mizz JO'

Mood: *sighs* tired..heeh

TimE:12:30pm

Horoscope for today:

The better you know yourself, the more control you have over your situation. Light up the sky with your confidence and emotional honesty. Some decisions are wiser than others, but no choice is bad.

Danggg guess wat mah bf's sis told me yesterday nite?!heeh  American Idol is auditioning in San Francisco diz MONDAY!!  I was reading da rules and umm u gotta have a wristband to audition and dat dere gonna b handing dem out tomorrow morning between 8am-8pm..  If u succeed den u get to auditon mon in front of some hand picked judges and possibly da producers..  I thought da oringinal judges lyke paula, simon, and da other guy is suppose to judge?!  I guess its different diz year..  Nehow..  So, u perform in front of those hand picked judges..  If they think u got wat it takes u're on ur way to Hollywood to perform in front of da og judges..  Is it worth it?!  Shiet I dunno!!  But wen I foundout about it lastnite..  I was thinking 2 mahself, dayum diz is a sign!  Cz yeah u all kno I moved bak to da bay to sing w/diz group up here..  But dat didn't fall thru, b/c 1 of da singers flaked on da group, and den da other one decided to go solo..  So, being here for less dan a month..  da group only lasted 4 a good week or two?!  It was too late to move bak home..  So, we had no choice but to stay..  I was gonna go to da audition in LA b4 I moved bak up here, but unfortunately it said dat u are ineligible if u are represented in any way or form in entertainment.. and yeah bak den I was in a group..  Nehow...  But yeah dere havin auditions and I dunno if I should go or not..  Deres some stuff stoppin me 4rm goin jus to c..  Lyke I'm schedule 2 work tomorrow and mon!  If I would of known sooner, I would of asked those days off!  So, I'm basing it lyke diz..  If I can't get no1 2 fill in for me..  I'm not goin..  If I do get some1 to fill in den koo, Imma go..  Den I'd have to choose a song to perform..heeh Ne suggestions?!=) Dru & I would have to leave tomorrow morning to go get da wristband.. and den following morning, we'd go str8 2 auditions & c wat happens...  I was also peepin out da msg board on AI.. and umm yah it seems lyke dere being really tuff diz year..  Dere pickin ppl dat would get dere ratings high.. Which is not surprising..  But by doin dat dere might not b a chance for those who really deserve da spotlight.=(  *sighs* Dayum should I go?! Or no?!  Last night I was thinking about, finishing up mah education instead of persuing mah singing career..  But I dunno..  Persuing both school and singing is hard..  Always gotta make time for school and time for practice, as well as other activities to help u get where u want..  For example, lyke work..  As much as I really want to persue singing..  Deres always something in da way of dat.. and sometimes I jus feel lyke its a freakin hobby!  Okay mayb I'm givin up too easily?!  I'm jus so sick and tired of all da obstacles dat I go thru jus to strive to get up dere..  at da end sometimes it doesn't pay off..  But I guess dats jus da way it is..  I dunno..  I've jus been thinking about alot of stuff lately..  Stuff dat deal w/me and mah life..  It jus seems lyke da starting of diz year was jus pure bad luck...  But I guess we'll c..  Some1 who I admire da most for all her hard work and knowledge.. *ahem* ateh ei!=)  She once told me to dat I gotta want it and I have to believe!=)  Aite well gots to get ready 4 work! ttylz!=)

P.S. Hi Kathy! Hi Aileen! Hi ateh RoRo!=)